on food and getting fat

here is a shot of one of the many cold cuts for appetizers that my friends ate during my previous company's Christmas party at a hotel in Manila. sometimes, even when you are already focused in getting yourself fit food and its yummyness always gets in the way! if only my husband will allow me to go to the gym again, maybe then i wouldn't have the hard time to get back my shape. pregnancy fats are still enjoying their long stay in my body. argh. if only i get to exercise again in a gym and use equipments like dumbbells, treadmills and the likes, getting my wanted body shape would be easy! plus i can and would probably be able to eat foods that fancies my taste.